SAINT VARSHA….ANGRY?HURT??

We store so much of negative energy within us, that it gets to our body. The hate mechanism, the anger factor, the revenge theory, remains within us. It does not get translated into action against those who created those causes for our anger.

What remains within us and is not expelled becomes putrid after some time. Where it remains starts to feel its ill effects. We human beings need to remove all those sources of ill health from our body and mind.

Our mind is the store house of our thoughts. Thoughts actually control our mind. No, I don't have  any proof, but that is what I see and understand. I have seen different kind of people with different kind of issues. These issues are often factors which manifest in ill health, anger, annoyance and rage. 

When we are not able to resolve an anger issue, we become intolerant. That intolerance is vented out on those whom we love. That happens because those whom we love are vulnerable and within our reach. We are very unjust when we take out our anger on those hapless people who are used as our punching bags.

If we who can think, also try to control our life by controlling our thoughts and behavior, our own life and of those whom we love can become better.

I have an issue with a close relative who created a situation which hurt, upset and humiliated me very unjustly. I have been carrying that anger, hurt, within me. I have moved on in life otherwise, but I don't want to ever face that person again. I do think that I may face her sometime in my life, I wonder how that meeting will be. The one who created this problem  has moved on in life. I am the one who has remained with the hurt. I keep nursing it and avoid going to places where I may have to face her.

Now I think it is time that I cleared my own thoughts. It is time that I removed that hurt from my mind.

There have been so many in this world who have harmed mankind. So many who have harmed me personally, but I do not allow those demons to surface. They have been given a funeral and laid to rest, never to come back again to torment me.

Talking of them, thinking of them, dreading them, hating them, or even avoiding to talk of them, will not exorcise my mind.

I need to remove them lock stock and barrel, by forgiving them, and letting their thoughts be allowed to get buried. Make place for new happy thoughts and relationships. Allow that memory to be erased and replaced with those bright rays of sunshine, hope, happiness and move on in life with a hop, skip and jump.